Y .Friday, October 06, 2006.
SECOND POST & ITS LONG! DUN READ PLEASE!
Hmm..i really wish to type it out. if you dun like what i say click the red X on the right hand corner on top!
okays lahs..i sometimes really cannot stand it..i admit larr! but dunnoe la. i want to have my own way of living. dun try to change it. i will always be the evangeline lim zi yan dat i wanna be. even if it could realli change someone but it would not change me. i am naggy..i didnt say i am lalalas to who la..just dat..i want to be free of everything~ MY LIFE, MY WAY. i live e way i like can liiao..dampering people spirit..fun hurr..when u complain about sth..its true ok..just believe it and goodbye. please la..ok bahs! nt shooting anyone. dun ask me who la. the more u ask..the more piss off i am la. if you think its YOU. i got nothing to say. ur mind..ur brain..u think e way u like la. outsider also can see dat lor...about something somthing..i am not dat wad ok de lor. i am different la..everyone is different de lor. dun expect me to be like someone else. it wouldnt work..i am myself la. if u carn let me be myself..den get out of my life. i dun nid u. less one person in my life doesnt make any difference. i dunnoe la. feel so stressed up..maybe force myself to do something i duwan bahs. its fate dat make me do until so evil de lor. its nt my damm fault. okays anything. EVERYTHING my fault lor. i am the cause of everything la..correct nort? aiya..dun ask me who..i dun like it..
sorry for such a naggy post. i am super duper pissed off~!
let me write more bahs. i realli cannnnot stand it..if i have a chance i will jump down the building real! i am staying on high level of the hdb flat..i am already thoughtful enough not to taste the razor blade. dun test me. i wasnt like some other girls. i am just a different girl. i think my way. we think differently la. say easier. aint it easy if i speak out? everything solve but why? telling people around the whole wide world. wow~! wonderful..no nid waste money on telegram all this right? i may not be in my appearance but u dunnoe how to read people mind de mahs. lousy reader =x no wonder u not fortune teller if nort no customer..wahahas..realizing i am changing to the bad old me. i want to change change again! i can do it . yes! change by this few weeks bahx. kinda bzi..change specs..cut hair etc bahs..change..hehes! i am totally piss off okays..i want go where its my choice dun pester me thanks. i just want to tell the whole world..i am pissed off..okays i am abit lao mao =x..i really go sleep le.too piss off to sleep lehs..buhbye.end here bahs..this post..read can liao. dun sae out..thanks^^ buhbye!
EVANGELINE(:
YYY
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